Last week-end I found myself in the middle of more than one circle of celebration. Two "toddler" showers in one week-end, Saturday and Sunday. For the first time in months, on Saturday at Paz's (thank you Paz, Therese, Julie and Vivian for organizing such a fabulous event!!), I was able to let go of the months of self protection and have a totally cathartic moment. So I did shed some major tears, even would have to admit to some actual sobs, but now it was out of total joy and being overwhelmed by emotion. But because of that release, for the rest of the afternoon, and during my shower at Wilson and Sharon's on Sunday (thank you for a lovely gathering!), I was calm and feeling a growing ease. I am very grateful for the celebrations - the festive decorations, the lovely food, the thoughtful and generous offerings of gift, all for little Ritesh. The only thing that would have made the week-end more perfect would have been having Ritesh already home with me.
The little guy has no idea how many adoring aunts, uncles and friends are waiting to shower him with love and affection. And to see the gifts signed from "Grammy and Grandpa" really made it sink in; our little guy is going to be part of our extended family and circle of friends very very soon.
What is also incredibly gratifying are the offerings of donations for the orphanage in Nepal. Bill and I are planning to pack up lots of goodies, instruments, clothing, computer, camera and money for food and school fees to take with us. What a wonderful opportunity for all of us to practice the perfection of our generosity. I can't wait to get there and share with all of the gorgeous kids in Children Welfare Home.
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